Angels out there.

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The entire time that I was experiencing homelessness, it took a small army to keep me above ground. Not only did they keep me above ground, but they were and are great inspirations.
They had to work very hard. There were points in my life that they definitely had to carry me, not just pick me up off the ground.
The very first person other than my grandparents to inspire me to do what I do today was an Earth Angel in my mind. Today, he is flying high.
He was the homeless man who sang like an angel. One of the few people who were ever able to give me a genuine smile. He is still with me.
My grandparents are my top two Guardian Angels. I was such a mess that they could not do it alone. They needed a lot of help.
As I was homeless for all that time, I was visited by many angels: angels of this Earth and guardian angels that had to work overtime to keep me alive.
Earth Angels would come visit me while I was homeless. They would bring me something to eat. Some of my angels would take me to their house and allow me to shower.
Angels would call and check up on me. They would take me to church to try to guide me in the right direction. All of my angels were busy working to make me better.
I was even visited by the purest form of all Angels while I was homeless, sleeping in a shed. She was an angel that her earth angel mother carried in her womb.
It was very cold, and I would think of this baby angel, how she was so warm and safe inside her mother's womb. She gave me a sense of serenity. I still carry her memory today.
My angels worked so hard to deliver me from all the evils that held me down, some of them never knowing what they did for me. I love all my angels, and I owe them my life.
All of my angels are still with me today. They have a completely different role. My angels now surround me as we stand back to back to make this world a better place.
My angels have taught me compassion. My angels have taught me to care for one another. My angels taught me never to look down on someone unless you're helping them up.
The baby angel taught me to stay calm and peaceful and always try to stay warm—not just keep myself warm but do what I can to keep others warm.
I gained new angels all the time, it seemed. Not all angels are soft, soothing, and beautiful. Some angels are called to fight evil. Some of these very angels have taught me how to fight.
I want to thank all my angels for being a part of who I am today. I look forward to someday getting my angel wings.
God bless all of my angels.
This one is for you, Steve, Heather, and Naomi (My angel family). ❤️👼😇












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Beautiful expression.
January 15, 2021 at 1:15 PM
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